Ronny's Noomies wrote:
Every time this subject comes up, I always get pissed off again at the physicians who missed his diagnosis for so long. Fucking assholes.
I have a similar problem ... I don't trust doctors and can't stand them and I have only trusted one doctor in my life! ... but he is an eye surgeon, not a doctor otherwise.
But most of the fuckheads I have seen in this area are all Barbie Doll doctors and would not know how to say hello to you and more than they know how to help you ... but they will immediately tell you that you did not tell them every little thing ... like they were interested once they wanted you to buy off on diabetes and this or that, to ensure they could make more profits for the company that owns your building! ... that part is the one that makes me mad the most! Some of these clinics are fucked.
And they don't believe, or trust what you say, or had done to you, or happened before ... and to me this is the real issue ... communication and respect. So I mentioned to my doctor the treatments that got me off all sinus medication and she looked at me ... you're kidding ... no way ... because all she could see was the amount of money in her pills and whatever else many visits she could suck off the insurance company!
Frank, like my dad, might have not spoken soon enough for treatments to be able to be more effective, but then ... if it were me, I probably would be more interested in playing the gueetar than I would be in going to see a doctor that doesn't really like me, talks to me like I am a child, and ... is not listening anyway, because he/she wants you to take this pill here that the drug company is pushing for something you don't have!
It's a tough area ... and all of us have different views and opinions on it. It's easy to sit here and say ... Frank you should have relaxed a bit more and given your body a rest and seen a doctor once or twice more ... but in the end ... if your time is up, it doesn't matter what anyone thinks or does or goes ... and I have no issue with that. I suppose that Gail and the kids might have a right to be angry, but I think they are over that by now ... as it is a wasted emotion.
Use it to help and inspire you, and concentrate on the positive side of it all. It's what makes like worth living, btw! Not to mention the art to appreciate ... which is about that inner light ... that inner beauty ... that inner ... something ...